I`m pregnant with a murder by my son`s definition. Anyone with Charles Lee`s blood is a heartless murder in his words. It cut me deep. It was Connor`s Half brother or Sister. Of crouse he does`t know I`m pregnant, at all. I was able to hide everything from Connor. All but throwing up in the lake. "Really?" Was all he asked but it was a million things in my mind. I could never tell what the boy is thinking of beacuse he never lets on to anything. "I just felt sick after eating that deer. I don`t think it was well cooked." I lied to him. He nodded and we continued on. I shook that memroy out of my head that was only 3 days ago. I was 2 months now, nude from the waist up to see how my stomach has been growing. I lied and told Connor we need more food so he when hunting or shopping. Only God knows. Maybe we did need more food now that I had Charles little one inside me. I sighed I hear the door open then I moved fast, to not be seen by him. I threw on my outfit and greeted him. "Hello Connor, What did you bring?" I asked. He rolled his eyes and showed me. I saw something missing from the hunt. "Their no deer, only Elk in here." I pointed out. He nodded. "You got sick on it so I thought it`s not the best idea to give you some." What a shame. I loved some good deer. I also loved furs. I guess Ziio made me like some of the stuff I thought I would hate without even trying. She just changed my life but I bit my bottom lip to keep from crying. Lucky for me Connor left to do whatever he wanted to do. I cried about Ziio`s death in peace. I loved her then our breakup. And then Charles always being their for me. He made me pregnant with his child. Like I got Ziio pregnant all though years ago. Payback from God I guess. I cleaned up then went downstairs to play a few games to keep myself from losing my mind. I waited until nightfall to leave with our stuff, Connor never came back. A newman was shouting about my son. From my new earning from betting with the games I brided him to shut up and maybe my damn son would come out. I climbed the buildings for a while until I saw Connor a a leap of faith and landed with some faluts but still he needs some pointers. Maybe I`ll show him, maybe not. I climbed down. "Connor." I called to him. I tried again."Connor." and again. "Connor!" He finally turned around looking mad. "Why can`t I have one night without you?!" No not mad, he looked pissed. I worried about the safety of the child but I could`t defend it. No not yet. "You just had to pay that man!! You could`t let me do it!!"I got more scared as his voice raised but I tried to keep calm. "Connor..." I said softly to maybe calm him down just a little bit. "Don`t Connor me father!!!" He snapped at me. I felt like I was a helpless animal trapped by a lone, hungry wolf. I was a bit nerouvs now. This is the first time I saw Connor snap at me. His fist was in a ball and aimed for my stomach, sadly my reflexes were to slow. He hit my stomach and pain shot though my body. I felt my breakfast lunch and dinner all come out then the world went black for me. I felt odd was shaky hands putting a cold rag on my forehead and the other shaky hand pushes on my stomach that was hard. I could make out something white but it was blurry. I woke up again I felt sick and numb from pain. A voice fulled with worry and guilt spoke to me. "I`m so sorry father, I`m so sorry." Connor looked ready to cry. "I didn`t know I was that strong. I didn`t mean to nearly kill you..." I wanted to get up but the pain was to strong. "You didn`t kill me. You didn`t know." I told him. "Know what?" He asked but he still sounded scared and worried like a small child. "I`m 2 months pregnant." I didn`t want to tell him with who`s child though. He was crying beside me now and holding my one hand. His hand was sweaty and shaken. "I killed it. I saw some blood down there and I killed it." He told me between sobs. Connor was no longer a man without any feeling, Now he was a little boy that hurt a family member not meaning it. I looked down there myself. It wasn`t a lot of blood just a little bit. 'Connor..." I said softly. "You didn`t kill it. They would be a ton of blood." He calmed down after a long time of crying. He calmed down and cleaned himself up he he didn`t leave my side. For two days He helped us after his attack on me. I loved the little shit. While I felt better he acted like I was helpless for a while which got a ton of smacks from me. I loved him and tried to bond with him even though he rarely got along. But he didn`t want to hurt me or even touch me. I sighed and smacked him again. "Ouch!! I didn`t do anything!!' He protested. "Exactly." I told him which made him confused. "I mean you lost your tough sparks." I told him. "I`ll show you how tough I am!!" I watched as he got in a fight with a ton of red coats. He got wounded which I brided a newsman and tended Connor`s wounds while scowling him.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I was about 6 months now. I stayed with the templars after what happened with Connor and Church. At least the baby stays safe and Lee brides a doctor to care for me and to keep qiute. I sighed looking out the window. It was dark and stormy. "Come back to bed sir." Lee called out to me. I loved how he shows me respect even though I was heavily pregnant with his child. I when back to bed and he warmped his arms around me and the bump. He nuzzled my neck and I swear I saw something white out the window but it must of been lighting. I sometimes think I see something white but I try to forget about it or brush it off. It can`t be Connor he was with the rebels. I guess I missed that little shit. I dozed off but woke up later unable to sleep. I waddled downstairs then I heard a bump nearby. I was weaponless and nervous. I was hoping it was a mouse or me just hearing hings but then I was a flash of white and connor looked pissed and in front of me. "You sleep with the man that killed mom! You told me you grifed over her death but your`s sleeping with a murder! Is the child his?!" I only nodded. "Let me explain connor...It was after the breakup with your mother. I didn`t know he killed her and I carry his child even after I knew I have to relay on someone for the unborn child sake and my owe. I can barely defend himself in this state. And I know the child is not done growing. I rather sleep with a murder then to find myself and the child dead." I told him his eyes soften a bit knowing that I needed someone, anyone to use to help me and the child. The child moved a bit in my womb and I rubbed my stomach to settle the child down. His eyes still watched me. Judging me it felt like or maybe watching the child and me with soft eyes. I didn`t look up to find out.He finally spoke. "I understand but I dislike you being with him father." I looked up at him. He was watching me with soft and loving eyes. "Konnorónhkwa father." I heard him say "What was that?" I asked him. He didn`t tell me only took my hand and put a coat on me. He felt tougher in the rain. He had my black horse and his white horse. Connor helped me on my horse. It took forever to get comfortable due to my stomach being so large. He laughed at me while I shot him glares over and over. Which made him laugh harder. "Shut up!!" I yelled at him. We started moving into the wild. The baby woke up and moved around A lot making my ride more hard until connor sighed. He grabbed me and put me on his horse. And had my horse go back to town with a note. I didn`t get to read it but he took me to the home of that old assassin. I forgot his name but I know he`s dead. Connor put the horse in the atble and carried me upstaries. I fought his grab but he`s stronger then me. He chukled. "Your right. But your going to be a Ista." He told me. "A what?" I asked. "A mother." I glared at him and he laughed. It was a normal day until Connor came back wounded. "I was attacked by some tempars that claimed I kidnapped you!!" I raised my eyebrow. "What did the note say?" He shook his head. "I lied about the note." I sighed and tended his wounds again. After that day we parted ways for a long time. I knew it would be. I could feel it.
I had my sword out ready for a kill, I had to kill my own son, to protect Charles, He turned into a coward but I forgave him. He keep us safe for so long. The child was 8 months now and made we weaker but I would still fight. I heard cannon fire not far from here a short time later I saw connor limping towards me covered in his blood and his wounds. My grab on my sword tighed. He looked in pain and when he looked up and saw me he looked shocked and a bit scared. "I don`t want to fight you. Just tell me were is Charles`s Lee." I shook my head and raised my sword. He slowly took out his tomahawk with shaky hands. The baby moved reminding me that it was there. Connor looked so mad. I could`t tell if it was towards me or Charles. He changed at me and I blocked it. We were having a sword fight I was to scared to kill connor because I loved him. My God is acted and looked so much like his damn mother. He used his streath to push me into a crate. I feel on my ass and got cuts on my skin. I breathed deeply feeling pain all over my body. "Lee is a spineless coward for senting you and not showing his face." He growled. His anger was towards Lee, not me. I got up, I wasn`t going to speak in fear I might cry. My sword stayed in my hand and continued the fight with Connor. I heard him say "I`m sorry." Before he threw me into another crate. "Father..." He chocked on his words. "Please stop, You don`t have to harm yourself or the child." I got up and continued my attack. I felt weak and I saw connor cry as he threw me into another crate. He was also weak and on the ground and got on top of him and grabbed his throat. I began to chock him I felt a fist to my face that knocked me off him. I had no more fight left. I`ll let Conor kill me. Connor got up and towered over me. "Just kill me." I said. Connor looked at me and my swollen stomach. He let out a sigh and tried his best to help me up. later that day, I tending to his wounds and tried to nurse him back to health, he fused with me telling me not to work so much in my delicate state. He just wanted to keep us safe. I sat in the chair next to his bed after he fought so much with a bandage change. "Connor, Stop fusing like a two year old and let me help you." I growled at him. He shook his head. "I can handle it." "You fired cannons at yourself!!" I snapped back at him. He still fought with me until I gave up and waddled out of the room to get some something to eat. He was on my last nerves. He hobbled after me like a pup to a old wolf. "Get back in bed." He told him. He shook his head. He liked to keep a close eye on 'us'. So I don`t get hurt and I`m safe. I let the little snot read my journal and he says he understands me better now. He acted like a mother bear to it`s cub and I was the cub.I sighed and sat down. He didn`t trust any doctor with him but he learnt to trust the doctor Charles brought to keep quite. I sighed and played checkers with him. Like always he let me win. I rolled my eyes. "This is not any fun if you keep letting me win." He chuckled. "Fine I`ll try harder, but if you get all moody it`s on you." He told me back with a smile. I scowled at him. He lost. "Are you sure you were trying?" I teased. He chuckled a bit then we waited for nightfall to leave we had to go though the forest Connor held onto me close and tight as we rode the horse. I knew where Connor was going. To kill Charles and didn`t didn`t fight back this time. We rode to Boston all the while I tried not slipping off the horse due to my new-found weight. Connor chuckled as He just held onto me tighter. I was getting annoyed with my son. He finally got to ride to the tavern that once held all of our meetings. I missed this place so much. Connor got off first and helped me off next. I waddled in first. Lee looked almost dead sitting in his chair drinking away, He finally looked up to me and the child. He looked shocked and not happy and relived that were fine. He saw the sight anger in my face."Hayth...." "Don`t even Haytham me!" I snapped at him. Without a single warning. Connor`s arrow found my lover`s heart. I didn`t care at all. I left with Connor. To start a new life.
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